It has’t fully hit me that my girls and I are in our own place. It feels as if I’m a guest in somebody else’s place. Am nervous about being so far removed from what we’re used to? No, not really. Are the new noises of a new area keeping me from relaxing? Nope. Are the neighbors too loud and disruptive? Nope.
Then what is it?!
When I should be jumping up and down with excitement, I’m somewhat nervous and apathetic. Am I concerned about new financial responsibility in the midst of being lead into full-time ministry? Yes, but I know God had us in the palm of His hand.
As the night starts to make way for day break, I am realizing that I’m more excited with the new thing that the Lord has done in me, and is continuing to do, rather than being excited about a new residence. And I’m concerned about this and that instead of taking the time to reflect and meditate on who God is. If I took the time, the realization of who He Is will overshadow any doubt, apprehension, concerns or fears.
And having said that, it’s about time I open up the Love Letter. Have a great day y’all!